I breathe IN then OUT..

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Us at Orchid Country Club.

OMG! I'm in big BIG trouble.. I still have not done my Science Assignment and i forgot where i put my class chart..
And i still have not receive the letter that my school give to all off us.. Damn shit.. Where did the letter go.. I really need that, you know.. I'm sure Mr Lee would nag and NAG..

I'm not ready for tomorrow.. and i'm damn not ready to see anyone at school especially people that saw me making a shame of myself..
I'm different now.. More claim and happy and i try thinking before making a move.. But im still SHIDAH, Siti Noorashidah.. (:
Im damn proud of who i am.. I love myself and i hate people who talks shits about my Friends. I don't care if they really want to talk bad shits about me but not to my friends.. hahahaha :D.

Labels: Im going be dead

Shidah Yaw

8:42 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

Promoting my Phone ^^

3 more days to school reopen.. And i have not finish my Science Assignment and the class's chart.. I been busy this whole Holiday..
Going to camps and outing and Gathering.. Even i have no time for myself.. Hahaha, like real ehk... And maybe this Sunday, we will be going to AYG.. .. and its my first time going there.. Hope there will be cute Chinese Guys (: haahahahaa...
But mother said that every Outing will be cancel cause of the H1N1 thingy.. Damn.. Is it true? Maybe uh..

And i just hate people who reply late mgs, what if I'm in trouble or need helps immediately. I could be dead.. So take my advise.. Never puts silents or always bring your phone everywhere you go.. =.=

‘DaeSung and SeungRi’s ‘SHOUTING’ Photoshoot’

How cute are they.. The photo above shows their photoshoot for their 2nd musical called ‘Shouting’. It just makes me go “Awww…. “ so freaking adorable.. And i can't wait much more longer.. I just want to watch "19" "Why did you come to my house?" "IRIS" "Dance Sabaru" ... Please, if anyone knows where to watch, please tell me okay (: :) And please don't tell me to watch at the television cause i have no Cable or whatever.. Don't understand. it okey...

New or Old friends are always in my heart.. I cherries every moment i spend with all of you people.. I miss you and heart you all. So take care everybody.. And never let your love ones down.. and remember to Enjoy life and never give up.. :D
Everybody Fighting !!
This sound really weird, its sound like i'm dying.. Argh, whatever im just showing some love to all of my friends....

ByeBye Boo :D

Labels: ♥Lee Chun Hee

Shidah Yaw

2:23 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I'm ready to ran,

To ran away from you ..

안녕하세요 ,

I'm back.... I know. i should be back on Friday morning but it was shorten till Tuesday which is Yesterday just because of the H1N1 is spreading very fast.. i felt a bit sad cause 2 days 1 night, wow, pathetic RIGHT... But lucky, we went back. Cause my stomach can't take it much more longer, hehehe.... I make new sec 2 friends.. and Okay lah, i had fun and i pretty much enjoy myself...

and i Really want Big Bang's Album.. Why Singapore never sold them.. I search every single Music's Shop and there's no Big Bang Album... Shit ):

ByeBye Boo :D

Labels: Herinna, take care (: i miss you..

Shidah Yaw

12:57 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

Szup people (:
Today, i suppose to do house cleaning and pack my bags right..
But what am i doing right now?
Chatting, Transfer songs, Blogging, Sending picture ....
I promise myself ..
But it's okey, later i can continue right?
I got everything all ready for W4 Leadership Camp just to pack them inside my bag.. wait, what kind of bag should i bring.. Army,Normal,Rip Curl??
So confusing ..
And ouh no no no.. i have no extra shoe for wet activities.. i can't reuse shoes.. So what should i do??
Lucky, Ibu wanna go to Boon Lay to buy something there.. So i can buy Cheep shoe.. I hate cheep stuff but this is just for camp and this is an emergency.. and i will never use it again.. i know, i never (:
So i be back on the 26 of June and that will next Friday, right ?
Argh, i got Pimple at my cheek.. If it small and i can hide it, i don't mind but this is so big and red.. People would stare and laugh at it.. I hate pimple.. And when pimple break out mean I'm coming my menstruation, Nooooooooo !!
I want to enjoy my camp and not worrying about that.. I hate menstruation..
So boys out there, you are so lucky ((:
And on the 18 July 2009, There will be an outing at Sembawang there for all OBS campers.. I mean all of the 4 teams.. should i be excited? Yeah, why not... So if u attend this camps and you know me or you're in the 4 teams.. Please go okay... but why Sembawang! i never been there. and Linda saed thats nothing over there and not many people goes there.. So yeah, why there? so if theres a cancel or change of date.. Please mgs me or email me at simple_gal_94@hotmail.com
My email.. Got it (:

So i be back, okay (:

"Lies cover" [IU with Park Sang Hyun's Sandara Brother]

She is just so good. i loved it! Great vocals. and shes only SIXTEEN.. (:

and he is just so cute. Good voice.. i dunno his age ^_^

So i'm off. Going to pack my bag.. i will update when i came back from camp, okay.. (:

ByeBye Boo :D

Shidah Yaw

2:50 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I washed the dishes, washed my school shoe and slippers.. I'm doing all this just to get money from my mum.. She said if we(me & sister) want money, we must work for it.. Since my mum don't let me work.. So she asked us to clean the house and things that we must do.. So right now I need money to go shopping.. I need money to watch movies.. See, i totally desperate that i can do anything...
So schedule for tomorrow:

Clean my room -_-!
Dry my school shoe
Pack my Bag for Tuesday camp
Help mother to Clean House *maybe*
If i eat, i must washed the dishes
Put all the rubber band at my sister's room

I must not be lazy.. I can do it.. For money !! Hahaha.. Simple task right.. So yeah, shidah will do everything (; i mean it .. yeah ! i really can't wait for Tuesday..

And while i was looking at this forum, i saw this (:

Details of concert:Date & Times : Saturday, 18 April 2009 (7pm - 9pm)Venue : Seoul Olympic Park, Gymnastics Complex (around 10,000 capacity).. It's at Korea.. I know i can't go there.. But i just tell you people about it, okay.. And it's really is a once in a lifetime chance to watch Rain, Big Bang, Super Junior and Shin Hye Sung perform altogether!.. (:
The ticket, wow, so "Cheep".. Is like thousand dollars.. Who ever going there, will be pretty rich and lucky, right? But There's a note for the people who want to purchase it.. it says:
"i did some checking with kvipz (코코마탑횽) that Big Bang would be performing in this concert because of the ads they have done for Lotte Duty-Free shop. However, its not on the ‘official’ schedule thing yet. So bear in mind, you might want to think twice before purchasing to avoid disappointment." So think first, okey (:
and Mum, can i go there.. I will be a good girl and always listen to you and dad.. I "promise"
Haahahaha.. i know i can't go.. Firsty, who the hell wanna company me to go there and i can't speak Popper Korean and Secondly, Korea and Singapore is like wooo and i never been on a Plane.. And lastly, My family don't let me travel because of H1N1 and i'm too young.. Hahahahah (: Excuses right.. hehehe.. OMG! Disgusting.. Someone chat with me at Imesh.. Eeww, He asked me which school im in now? And i was like. Who are you, man? and why must i tell you ? Hahahaha.. i have a Imesh cause to get song and maybe make a pan pal NOT to chat with Singaporeans.. Hahahahah..
So Goodnight and see you around..
ByeBye Boo :D

Labels: Family, i love you (: So can i go to Korea ??

Shidah Yaw

8:42 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

You scream

But there's nobody to hear, It doesn't matter

It's only you and me and all of your fears

So scream

A Halloween serenade

Illusions shattered

Wait 'til you're really afraid

You're gunna - ah - ah!

Just came back from Nyayi's house.. We celebrate Father's day and Anniversary's and Birthdays Gosh, I'm tired but I'm not that sleepy.. So what should i type about.. Yeah, something happened at school the other day.. Something that make me pause for a while then make that fugly face, that horrible face... So this is what i said to myself ((:

Why must i care ? I have no feeling towards him.. Really no feeling .. But why suddenly, you talked about him..? May i know the reason.. Maybe, he just so popular that my school friends were actually talking about him, Chey, popular sey ((; or it's random...

I'm just so confused and frustrated about life..

Byebye Boo :D

Labels: I don't care i don't care

Shidah Yaw

11:16 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Boy I love your style

Love your smile

Wish that you could be only mine

Be only mine

Can't let it go

I don't know what you're doing to me

You're so fine

Ooh you're so fine

:Big Bang - Number 1

I was cutting Vegetable and suddenly my mother say something very importance.

Mother: Shidah, i got something very importance to say to you..

Me: What is it? Are you pregnet? *Smiling*

Mother: Are you crazy.. Of couse not!

Me: Then what is it?

Mother: I'm going to sold you to someone *laughing*

Me: Really? Yeah!! *Jumping*

Then when we just finish eating our food.. She called me and said

Mother: look, im pregnet.. *showing her big stomoch*

Sister: Shayid! (the name of our "younger brother")

Me: Shayid! *runing to my mother and touch her stomoch and hug it*

Father: *look and laugh*

Hahahaha, i think my mother is crazy or she just being funny.. And i really wanna a younger brother.. ^_^

Ouh damn.. Tomorow i have Angklung practise.. Argh, im lazy to go but since all of my Girls are going.. So why not just go there and enjoy myself with them.. and i miss LINDA.. Linda bsk kita talk talk kae.. I have allot of stories and fresh gossip to tell you .... So you better go, OKEY ((:

ByeBye Booo :D

Labels: Yellow Finger Nails

Shidah Yaw

6:00 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Mother, WE LOVE YOU :D

Yah, i know.. Its going to be Father's day not Mother's day.. but i don't care.. I just love love her very much.. And duh i love my father also but i can't find our picture together.... So One day, i going to post his picture at here okay ((:

So lets continue..

That lady is my Beautiful Mother.. She's one understanding mother who love to have fun and joke around with her Wonderful Family(that's me)... She is so "talented" until we can't get enough of her.. I'm so lucky to be her sweetest(chey chey) and last daughter..

AND i wish you accept what ever decision i make okay ((:

Love ya

Shidah Yaw

9:33 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

Stay at home today.
Well i thought today i wanna go out with my Babygirl but Linda & Farna had Dance practice..
So tomorrow, you all must must be free and we go out together..
If you people didn't have enough money.. Nevermind lah.. Just bring some also can..
I have lot lots of story to tell you.. Lots of new fresh gossip and i just wanna shop with you...
Since Great Singapore Sale is here.. What are we waiting for.. Lets go shopping!
i will be bringing Aida along.. And she wants to buy Dress tube for herself..

Any problem just mgs me okey.. (:
i will reply asap..
and Time and Place will be confirm later okey...
ByeBye Boo :D

Shidah Yaw

11:39 AM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Maybe i'm too late . . . Too late to say I LOVE YOU . . . .

Meet you guys soon kae ^_^
ByeBye Boo :D

Shidah Yaw

8:38 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Lock the door, Pretend you're safe.

Cause at one point, you never be safe..

I'm back (:

Tried but still Happy.. Gosh, I think OBS camp was damn fun cause i got to try something new and i got to be independent...

but i still can't over come my fear of height.. and to me thrust fall was damn scary and i can't even climb the Rock Climbing but at lease i try climbing and Not to give up.. jyeah babe (:

New friends are LOVED :D

and Wednesday night is the best cause we stay all night talking laughing and having a great time together.. Hahaha..

♥Clarine
♥Christy

♥Samantha

♥Weishan

♥Suhaillah

♥Shu yi

♥Marcus

♥Faizal

♥Ramadhan

♥Tarandeep

♥Eddy

Meet you guys soon okey (:

and Clarine, i will ask you out if i want to go to the gym.. And we go there together Okey ((:

Christy and Samantha the great, i really had allot of fun with you guys.. and me all the pictures okey..

Marcus, Yupeyupe i will take sport and i will not be to soft soft..

Shit, my skin colour is changing.. Now it's damn dark Browne..

And Shit, i absent myself from AYG.. Serious i wanna go but i can't wake up.. I slept from 5 in the morning then wake up at 11pm.. I sleep like a pig.. Anis you should understand me what.. i know i'm not the only one who is tried but at lease bare with it.. it not that i don't want to come, and yeah i told the teacher that i'm going but i can't wake up.. And that's not my problem.. And i don't care if the teacher scold me or not cause i know i'm not like you... Sorry anyway . . .

And HAPPY DELETED BIRTHDAY TO SUHAILAH :D

i'm SORRY if i did any wrong or stupid things to you okey.. What ever it is, i HEART you and you will always be my great bestfriends ((: and enjoy your life kae girl..

ByeBye Boo

Shidah Yaw

2:56 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Going for OBS camp

I'll be back :D

From ocean to sky
Summer and fall
I have been there though it all
From laughing and crying
To pain that comes easy
From shades of gray meaning
That turn out so sweetly
I wonder when
I wonder what I'll find...

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

Subtle and grace
Desperate for change
My hand moves away
Melt dry eyes for days
Something's not right
Smiles and tantrums
Hit the ground running
It's all over and been done

I wonder when
I wonder I'll find...
I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

What happens next?
We'll stop and go
The promises has already run cold
So now you know
So now you know

I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer

The answer
I look up to the sun
It only hurts my eyes
Maybe it's the answer
I've been wanting in disguise
The more you are with me
The more that I'm alone
I don't need the answer I already know

Byebye Boo :D

Shidah Yaw

9:21 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

You are such an Asshole

but still i like you (:

i've been busy this few days..
Yesterday and today briefing was fun.. I got to meet Harinna, Aida, Anizah(?), Mai and lots more people.. Anizah(?) was awesome today.. She can jump very high..

Harinna and Aida was very hyper and super funny..

And Fyka, i just love your hair..

and shit, 4 more days to OBS.. and i have not pack my stuff and i dunno what kind of bag should i bring.. Maybe i bring my father's Army bag.. Yupe, i gonna bring that bag..

On the 19, there will be Angklung Practice.. Damn, i'm tired..

i need to rest and cool my mind of things..

and I need to revised my mathematics's cause i really need to get at lease a D or a C for my Math.. No more U!!

and on the 23 until 26(?) there will be another camp for the Leadership what-so-ever Camp..

So hopefully i have fun (:

and i really tired now so GOODnight people.. I know it still 8.56 but i'm sleepy

So byebye Booo..

Shidah Yaw

7:58 PM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Tomorrow i must go to Hua Yi Secondary School for the Leadership Facilitation Thingy...
i'm so excited cause i will be seeing Fyka and her friends and lots more people, i mean friends..
but i'm so scared and worried cause i will be going there alone and My Girlfriends would not be around with me.. I can't live without them, seriously.. I'm not independent. i can't leave without people standing beside me.. and who will teman me to the toilet.. I'm shy and scared.. i watched alot of scary movies...So People can you do me a favour a big big favour.. Please talk to me if you see me sitting alone or doing things alone, I'm damn friendly if you know me properly.. So please be friendly to me..
But shidah, you must be independent.. I can live by myself.. I can do it.. but what if i can't... Shidah, you will make friends with people other school.. I hope somebody i knew, will be there...
So byebye Booo :D

Labels: shidah kamu bisa.. Aku bisa..

Shidah Yaw

10:02 PM

I'm so stress out with Camps..
AND thank anis..
You're one great friends.. Next time if you need any help. just press my number.. Okay (:

Shidah Yaw

11:20 AM

Monday, June 1, 2009

The late night and the rain is pouring down

I keep seeing your face in my head repeatingly.

Come back. Hold back. Baby.

It's never gonna be the same again

I know that it's hurting me inside

And nothing's gonna change the way it is.

But baby. You got me.

I was sitting at the nearby bustop at my house.. While i was sitting there, i saw this cute yellow Butterfly flying to another Butterfly but then this idoit Car zoom pass them.. So the Butterfly were saperate again.

So sad ):

byebye Boo

Shidah Yaw

4:30 PM