I breathe IN then OUT..

Friday, February 27, 2009

Today i felt like an Angle

flouting and helping people

Smiling to every single human-being

winkwink*FAKE*

I laugh, smile and study alot..

i love Friday..

Do you love Friday??

always every Friday, me and girlfriends went to the library to play PS3 & study together & having fun..

i thought i would express my feeling toward you but you're busy with all your stuff and i scared you might laugh at me or dare to hurt my feeling..But i confident enough that your not that kind of person..

and

ya hurray!!

tomorrow i will able to go out with Girlfriends ((:

thank you mother.. i love you many many....

and remember do smile at me kae

cause im very friendly (:

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

6:43 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2009

My sassy girl chun Hyang

Storyline:
"A man fulfills his fate by evading it" Fate really has its ways to find two people meant for each other, no matter how far they are from one another, no matter what time of the day they meet each other, no matter when and no matter who you are and where you came from. Fate finds you?even in the most unexpected moments of your life. "

Actor & Actress: Han Chae-young as Sung Chun-hyang

Jae-hee as Lee Mong-ryong

Shidah Yaw

6:38 PM

Thinking of you by Katy Perry

Shidah Yaw

6:27 PM

i love you

but i'm just too scared to tell you so.

I'm just to tried.

and today I felt like crying every single minute and i don't know why..

i need to wake up cause this is life and i need to focus on my studies..

I bet my CPA, math and also Science going be horrible cause i can't concentrate cause im siting at the back where i can see people talking and playing, so how should i concentrate uh...

and now im hungry!! and waiting for my mum to bring foods is so damn frustrating..

shit!!!

i'm a bad girl. this few days, im been scolding people for no reason.. the only reason why i scold you is because im just too jealous that you got him but i don't.. Yupe, that's the reason why i hate you soo much.. But i need to move on and be good..

and its been raining raining..

Please don't rain on March Holiday.. I want it to be sunny and cold and i wanna play the fun fun rides at Genting...

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

4:38 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

If only i can turn back the time

to straighten my life..

Shit... I feeling sick today...

Let me not talk about what happen today at school.. Cause i can't accept the fact that you aready have a freaking gurlfriend..

And budak babi, sial saket sak aku yer toot.. klau nk campak eraser aku jgn lah kene kat aku yer toot.. Laen tempat leh pe.. Bodoh.. aku tau ko tk segaje but malu sak aku... Orang yang duduk sebelah aku nampak taw, then ko leh ketawe kan, happy happy marah aku.. Giler.. Ingat! Aku tk akan bbual dgan ko sampai ko mintak maaf kat aku..
and Kawan cine ku what happen to you today.. Firstly you were just fine, talking hyperly to me And saving me from A tin guy who was trying to step on my shoe.. ( i would not type their names)Then when its come to EBS lesson, you sleep. All you did is sleep.. You said you were tried... Okay. Whatever, i will not talk about this anymore..
and After school we went to sit at the normal place that we always sat. The atmosphere was very cooling and it started to rain slowly then heavily.. And i did not bring my umbrella again... So i just walk slowly through the cool cool wind and wet wet raindrops... Haiyoo, Two days it was raining and now i don't felt well.. I just wanna close my eyes and sleep and drink a hot hot chocolate with whip cream and small small marshmallows. But i can't cause i dun dare to miss my Favourite Korean movie.. I like that show very much and i can't miss it.. So i just have to tahan for a little while.. ((:

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

4:14 PM

Monday, February 23, 2009

You make it easy, it's easy as 1,2- 1,2,3,4

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you-

I love you

Im damn happy!!
"Yayhooray"
*Jumping and screaming*
"Weeeeeee"
Girlfriends and Guyfriends and people you rock.. and i love you (:
so yesterday was like the worst day ever cause i found out that he's not single.. he already have a gurl..
boo hoo

Then today was amazing.. Was great.. I laugh a lot, smile a lot.. I sang a song for Anisah during PDM, haha..
"He kiss my lips, i taste your mouth and soo ooon" (Thinking of you by Katy Perry)
She laugh at me.. I think my voice were out of tune.. hahaha..
and PDM was gerek, do talk a lot with that guy who make me smile again..
Today he was my hero..
He saved me from all stressfulness that came across me. hehe
cause i can't sweep the diagram.. (PDM stuff)
anw Rahmat you can do it, don't give up.. I will always support you kae, friend.. Klau pnpm tu tk nk ko, gy cari yg laen taw.. hahaha (:
and Eddy hahaha, best kene sepak?? haha, aku kan dah blg ko.. Don't test my anger okay, boy..but you make me laugh.. so im happy with you..
and Zairul i can bet you at math.. Just get ready your $2 note..
And lastly, Yj are you using me...?? When sheila or Joyce didn't come to school.. u talk to me.. When they came.. You ignored me..
You used me when you need and you throw me when you don't need me. I'm not a tissue paper & i really hate to be in this situation. At least, i'm happy enough because you talked to me but i realised, you only talk to me whenever you're bored.

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Shidah Yaw

8:47 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

And I turn around

You're with her now.. *shit*

Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad Im sad

Yupe you two really look sweet together.. very sweet !!

So please don't try to make me felt jealous or even more sad cause i am jealous and sad.. Damn..

soo i wanna eat chocolate ice-cream and sweet sweet lollipop, they make me happy..

so if you felt eating that too, come join me... I dying to eat them..

but they have fats in them and i waanna lose 10kg..

Puff.. Hack Care...

so friends.

hope you guys can make me happy again..

and

Im strong right?

yah, strong..

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

9:08 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Hello people !! (:
Just came back home from Auntie's house
to Harbour Front(i think the spelling is like this)
jurong east
them home sweet home..

Im so tried of walking
but im not that sleepy
so decided to blog first ...
I didn't brought any stuff but i found this cool bag and cute purse from this shop that i forget to look at the shop name..
i could not brought it cause i need to save money for something that i wanna buy for a friend.. s
so yah i just look and walk away..
so this are some of the picture i took with my sister and mother...

so enjoy the picture?

haha, i hope yesh uh..

so i have nothings to type about

soo i better sleep now cause it aready 12.14

so goodnight beeutiful and sexy people...

dream of me okay.. hahaha..

jk jk only urh... (:

:D

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

11:52 PM

Geting ready to go out with family..

itu pun sempat anu blog and so on..

pasal my father and mother belom balik kerja..

sooo..

we are Going to see my auntie's new born baby..

baby are soo cute, that's why im going..

i like babies allot..

i wish i had a younger sibling but haha too bad i can't..

hehee...

Yupe im the younger..

cause i only had one sister..

and no brother..

and now i can't wait too see their cute little nose and hands and feet's.. Aww my be so tiny and soft..

and i wish i had a brother cause brother can be the hero to all problem and sister are boring but brother are amazing and fun.. and i want a pet cat..

Cats are also cute but they sometimes step cute cause they want attention.. (:

hahaha, i know i don't have a cat so how should i know.?

i knew cause anisah, my good friend tell me that and she have many cat but some of them die..

soo sad right..

hahaha..

see i have many topic to type about..

now is 5.26 pm

and im going out at 6.00 pm sharp..

so bye beeutiful gurl and bye handsome guys...

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

5:12 PM

I'm too late..

he's aready belong to you..

Yaw.. Yesterday was okay..

I'm lazy to tied my hair so i just tied half .. so dun say i showing off or what you people are thinking..

Hhaahah. sorry ehk su, yupe im a betrayer.. But i can't control taking to him but at lease i try right..

he and me comperes whose hand is bigger.. it turns out boy hands are bigger than girl hand.. so my hand are smaller then his hand.. yaw i becoming lamer and happier and having more more big and small problem but I'm too lazy to solve it so i just ignored it.. yupe I'm scared to slove my own problem... So i have friends to help me..

After school went to the library to playd PS3.. gerek uh but the game were so boring.. Aida play Skate, Julinda played Racing and i played Transformer.. We secretly took photo.. and why can't school library lets us use phones...

"sign"

Im bored.. So im luckly to have something to play or use at home..

And waiting for my mum to came back from work lagi boring But luckly i have one sister who always make me do something, i mean bully me to do this to do that. Im not complaining okay..

I just like doing something that i hate the most.. really.. i hate studies but i still do it right.. see.. okey shidah stop it..

im done typing

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Shidah Yaw

1:59 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009

Babi yer budak cine..

im just so wrong and damp to fallen from your trick.

I wasted my time liking you

think of you..

trying to know more about you trying to understand your feeling.

And you know what?

I thought when we talk you understand what i felt.

but im just so wrong again..

And i wish you know what i felt.

and i thought you will be on my side

but

no !! You never were right?

Normally i would be happy when you came to school but now i hope you never..

and wish you never were in my class or my life.

Asshole (:

now i like you very deep deep deepdeep deep and deepdeepdeep in my heart. just a little one dot... see i still and a space for you. and only i get from you is nothing

just smile and nothing..

Shidah Yaw

4:55 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I'm fat, so?? Got problem uh, then help me lost weight or give me money to go slimming uh okay..

So stop saying that I'm fat or something, cause i know lah bodoh.. hahaha, stupid dogs..

School was boring today, no mood lah.. just because of that i no mood already.. siak kan, and ape saje lah ko linda, aku and hafiz kawan not more than friends lah.. hahaha, funny uh ko..

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

8:57 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Ehk ku tk ada masi ehk nk bbual psl ko kae.. aku gy toilet pun pasal nk tukar baju bukan nak kutok kutok ko ke ape.. Please lah kawan, aku tak mau ko salah paham dgan aku (:
anw ko gerek babe..

and anyway if you all want someone to clean your house toilet or any toilet, you all kan contact me kae.. i got this someone who is very good in her work, she cleans perfectly until you can still see the Maddy dirty stain. Hehe, hopefully ko terase ehk kawan tercintaku...

and F.Y.I i just think you are a loser.
are you scared i would take it from you, i would not do that, come on..
and are you faking a smile when you saw me in the bas.. Acting friendly only urh..
please lah stop it uh gurl..
p.s im not that bad, im friendly and not acting friendly like someone..
ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

8:24 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

hello people (;
ya, today school was okay AND after school have Angklung Practice.. it was really gerek, have a lot of fun..
Anw many people looked at me, i know guys my hair suck and ugly
its my hair, So any problem?? just talk to me kae....
And hasmir tk baek ehk ko, ko saje jer ckp klau budak cine tu tgok aku, dier akan lari.. kewak sak... Aku sedih siol.. Aku leh imagine sak..
wait hopefully Yuan Jian would not laught at my hair..

So if you say i look like this someone that i think we look totaly different, i really fustrated with it.. cause in this world aku Siti Noorashidah adalah satu-satunya, one and only.. not like other girls or ladies, okay (:
and if you still think of that, just kept it in you mind, dun let me heard it.

And Ayu Rahmat Zairul Ramadhan Suhailah Aida Anisah
you people make me go Crazzy :D
and FARHANA
You make me worried.
Hahahah, mane baju aku.. Haiyoo

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

8:19 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

See my fringe ulgy kan.. Yupe, i just cut.. I know you all will laught at me, so i must be ready and chill and relak also.. and see my kening not same.. im not perfect okey and you not perfect too..
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Shidah Yaw

9:34 PM

Yesterday, Me and bbygurl celebrate Friendship so we went Jurong Point.. They follow me to find a nice notebook for someone but we couldn't find the perfect on so we went to popular then we found this cute book with the sign Faith... So i decided to brought that book and a couple of stuff.. Went inside Banquet, find a place to sat & settled down! Then arrived Aida,then Farrah & Ayit(: the couples.. Well,Su & me walked one big round to found our food.. So im brought my usual and su brought Crispy noodle.. Yummy right.. Suhailah showing off buy using chopstick while im using fork and spoon. Yerp, i can't use that thingy.. But im learning okay. ahahahaha.. While eating,Then arrived Durrah & gang! MatMat sak.. Meyampah aku.. Anw some off us lose our mood but whats the problem of having lots of friends and boys jalan-jalan with us, i know they a bit of kecorable people but gerek pe kadang kandang.. After that we lack under the block and we took a lot of picture.. Okay heres come the big situation.. Some of us needed to go back home before 6 and its like 5 something and my family sms me and asked me to follow them to go Vivo.. and i was like WHAT!!! im still wanna Jalan jalan with them and them final decision we all went separate ways.. Aida & farrah & Azuan went to IMM. Su & Linda went to LOT 1 and the rest went home or going somewhere else.. And me, i follow my family to Vivo City and i brought Pink colour ear piece..

Lets the story start.....

Su & Linda

Farhana

Farrah

My super duper great friends

Ballooon (:

Julinda

Aida

Farhan & Durrah

Durrah's cap and shade.

thank ehk boy

That's my gerl (:

Thinking of you

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Shidah Yaw

8:44 PM

hello beeutiful and handsome people out there..
ahaha, i know aku mepek..
this are the photo at Marina Barrage pictures.

(Click it to see make it large)

Shidah Yaw

8:27 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

ya, tomorrow is Valentine day..

and I'm not excited about it..

i always hate that day and i wish i don't know why..

and tomorrow i will be celebrating friendship day with my sweet dearly friends and

i wanna buy something to a good guy friend, he's always make me happy even i felt angry at him.. ya, his a good friend.. and i want us to be great friends and i really care about you and like you only as a friend.. and farra(i don't care if you read my blog or not) i just want to say, do you have a heart? you know about it and you still have the guts to give him a gift and i know me and him just friends same as you but do you know what i felt when you said that.. so please think twice kae shayang, and please stop stealing my word cause im freaking damn irritated with you now.. okey girl (:

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

4:39 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Happy 15th Birthday to you, Ramadhan!!!

May all your dream come true

and

Smile alway kae, Boy (:

Anw sakit tk kene birthday bash dgan bdk-bdk laki.. Hahaha..

and sorry ehk we never give you present uh, only wishing and lollipop..

so next time, is your time to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY kae boy...

And today i smile allot, happy lah kan.. Almost all the period i talk to him, is it because his "best cine friend" was absent from school so he layan me.. Shidah don't think negetive, im just lucky today and maybe next time i would not be this lucky or he want to..
btw should i give a present to a friend that i really care or scared to loose but we are nothing special? should i wait for the person birthday? or should i just give it on monday and said "naah, i saed i would brought it for you so take it as a friendship give"???
uhh, what should i do, im so confuse just about thiss.. aahhhhaahahahahhh :O

anw linda and farhana
lets forgive and forget kae friends...
i also don't want any fight
so please don't fight.. ((:
ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

8:36 PM

Monday, February 9, 2009

Wow, today really a good day for me. I know i should not judge every single day but today my brain started to work properly and people are fantastic except for this stupid looser in my class but im really use to how he would talk something about me.. ehk it damn irritating lah.. and also a looser try to act friendly to me.. ehk next time you wanna smile at me, think twice cause i know you faking it and guess what i faking it too.. wee~

and just now we were going to that place,hmm what it call.. hmm, JYeah Marina Barrage ..
I felt bad for Rahmat and Zairul cause they need to go Soccer, so they could not attend..
We realy have fun.. and suddenly i felt happier then ever.. my stress finally gone somewhere and haha me and farrah were very damn load and we gone bad.. muahahaha..
We took allot of picture and i will upload it tomorrow kae..
And we play water!!
Su and linda were caught by the water and their p.e t-shirt were very wet but su hahaha, funny are you..
We choose the bas with the Super gerek pakcik and his bas got this karaoke thingy.. Gerek taw..

wait, Yuan Jian i think u poison me with the water u splash and it kena my mouth and i don't know how i swallow it.. omg cause i felt weak when i get back home.. am i going to die??? i don't wanna die in this age. im not ready ):
Hahaha.. lame right.. but this is my blog.. bluek ;p im so dramatic man..

Guys, you rock :D
ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

8:42 PM

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Where have you been, Boy?

he just not your or mine,so don't act like his your property and be fair.. idiot

Shidah Yaw

9:34 PM

Yesterday when Jurong Point to booked bas ticket cause March holiday i and my family will be going to Genting Highlands.. Wee.. excited lerh...

So i must buy allot of long sleeve shirt and many clothes.. cause i will like spent 6 or 5 days over there..

I'm so happy and also this year is like the finally year i will be going there cause my mother have enough of Genting.. ((:

anw i saw many friends at there but not sure they recognise me.. I saw Tin sum jalan-jalan with a gurl.. chey chey.. and also Jin Wei, how i just know him from my Friends.. and also not forgetting this two sombong guy friends of mine, Norizman and Azri.. They two saw me, and i was like "ehk diorg" then i wanted to smile but diorg mcm siak aje.. bodoh yer jantan.. But never mind cause i know you both shock seeing me.. hehehe..

anw i love the sound of mine keyboard. its like music to my damn ear.. hahaha...

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

2:29 PM

Friday, February 6, 2009

There no new piccture so any best picture will do right....
:D

If we were a movie
you be the right guy
and i be your best friend
that you fall in love with in the end
we be laughing
watching the sunset......

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Shidah Yaw

9:01 PM

When i and anisah were waiting at the canteen for the others gurlfriends to come to school..

We were like laughing and talking then suddenly we saw kai new hair cut,

very handsome you know,

so she asked me to smile at him,

i wanted to

so i tried but too bad i was to shy to smile at him..

so i end up looking at him.. then smiling at myself and anisah.

see now i smiling at the screen.. gileer

anw Your new hair really suit you and actually it look the same but whatever lah..

yah i know

RUBBBISH!

alright,lesson was normal :D

Have EBS test. Kinda difficult. But i must tried my best if not how success right..

hehehe, mcm paham aje aku ni..

Den after school slack til 1+ and saw him again at the nearest shop, I'm not a slacker okae, i always slack there and he and his friends suddenly play basketball over there..

and hum sweet hum after tat :D

hoope you guys can go out with me tomorrow

i really want to go out wit you guys..

why every time i plan mesti ada yg tk boleh and ada yg tk sure

please lah..

I'm begging you people..

and if i mgs you and you tk reply means tomorrow cancel ehk??

jgn lah mcm gini..

my friends are boring, they can't went out cause of some reason that maybe importance

but never mind lah..

laen kali leh kuar pe but maybe tk dgan aku..

psl next week aku busy.

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

4:44 PM

Thursday, February 5, 2009

And I turn around

You're with her now

I just can't figure it out

Hello beeutiful people.. How are you.. Hope you people are feeling fine...
Yah, nothing to post about cause today very boring..
Anw, Smiling is very easy right..
so when you people see me smiling at you, it does not mean i crazy or what
i just being a little bit friendly to you...
and smiling is not expensive,
It's free
so do smile when you people saw me smiling at you..

Btw EDDY, aku pandai.. Ko mepek.. lagipun aku yer mata tk kero taw. ...hahaha..
hehe, i feeling crazy right now..

yeah, i almost forget saying that,
kai, im so wrong about you
its turn out that you realy a suckly, not friendly person..
and i almost waste so much of my time thinking and having high hopes on you..
hehe ((;

Shidah Yaw

5:50 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Now oh so easily,you’re over me

Gone is love

It’s me that ought to be moving on

You’re not adorable..I was something unignorable

Today i,Su and Jude never bring P.E attire so we kene serve detention just because we didn't bring our P.E attire. but HACK CARE only 1 hour.. So we sat at one corner during p.e lesson i mean at the concourse.. Then a girl came and asked me whether this someone came or not in a yucky way.. So i answer in a not iklas way, that he was absent from school. yeah, i was jealous and kinda mad but hack care. he is no ones property and stop acting that he was your girl group property and i will try acting that i don't care okay.. I'm so damn frustrated with you and all of you..

(klau terase sorry ehk)

im so lazy to type about after school and other stuff

so good-bye too you

good-bye to everything that i knew

you were the one i love the one thing that i try to hold on to...

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

5:15 PM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

yeah today is Anisah's Birthday..
We didn't brought her present cause i just know yesterday that today was her 15th birthday.. But i made an effort to make her a Card and wrote some birthday wishes and asked our friends to wrote on in.. It turns out to be beeutifull..and I like it ((:

Anw today at class was amazing great.. i laugh a lot with The malay guys, not boys anymore, they were extremely funny and irritating but to me irritating is funny okay.... They really made my day and also not forgetting my sexy and hot gurlfriends ((: hehehe, u all must proud cause i call u hot and sexy. *laughing-laughing*
and also this bdk 4a.. hahaha, "yj his cuter and more handsome then you".. bluek ;p and don't show me your shit face and i won't show you my fucking face. hehe(:

should i cut my finger nail short or just leave it until Mrs Neo caught me.. Yah, i think i just kept it first...

Day passed by so fast,

i just want yesterday to be like forever,

and just wish you could make the move first

or at lease smile at me

that would be better than nothing.

so maybe this is the meaning of LIFE

and the meaning of LOVE

to suck every time and to learn from it..

Stupid asshole

if its have no meaning, its okay,okay.. don't say anything about it

cause I'm leanring to write note, long short notes....

-ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

5:00 PM

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO YOU

NurAnisah Binte Anuar!!!

wee~

I hope you love the Birthday Card and green apple lollipop ((:

Song for you

Tittle: Sahabat ku yang baik

Oh Anis engkau lah sahabat ku

yang selalui menemai ku

kesusahan ku engkau yang tahu

tak sanggup aku untuk melepaskanmu

Oh Anis

engkau yang ku hagari

ku tak kan melupakan

jasarmu ini

sampai ku ternaru kebaikkan mu

terguris hati ini tak terkata

menenai kan masa yang indah

tidak ku

tidak ku akan lupa saat yang bahagia

Done by:Sri Ayu
Sorry the song is in malay,one day i try write it in english.

But this song more nice if we sang it for our special someone but today is her spicail day..

-ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

4:40 PM

Sunday, February 1, 2009

wish i'd known

before its to late and

i try not to cry

i don't know why suddenly i felt that i change..

people I'm changing changing..

I'm weird right.. see I'm unique..

I almost brought this Guitar Hero Complete Band Game but the person told me, i must have some software to install at the laptop and i don't have wii and also xbox so whats the use of buying this thing right if i can't get to play it.. Shayang yer.. aku baru nk maen tapy tk ada bendanye.. GERAM, ANGRY...

Now i decided to wait until i know what to buy?

I WANT

Laptop for myself
Ipod nano
Camera
Red psp
Pink earpiece
Hand phone
Long hair
Perm hair

See, there so many thing i want. But i sure can get that laptop for myself cause my sister gonna buy her a new ones so this old lappy is going to be mine. Muahahaha.. (:

Firstly i hope you would be different

then went i know you

i hope you never come living in my space

so now i kept thinking of you

and now i just can't stop

ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

8:27 PM

My blog is not working properly..
Some of the people i had linked, the name never come out.. I change another blog skins and its the same.. So linda, tlg aku kae.. And huiying later i try link u again..

So i have no mood to blog cause i spend a lot of time doing this stupid freaking blog and its turn out to be the same....
ttfn-

Shidah Yaw

2:54 PM