I breathe IN then OUT..

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Name: Kim Tae Goon
January 15th of the year 2009 marked the debut of Taegoon, with his first mini-album, titled ‘Taegoon: 1st Mini-Album’..
Is he cute or what..
but still TOP, you're the best..
hehe :D

I just came back from my Grandparent's house..
Very tried but still I can't sleep.. I still wanna spend the time playing my damn Computer..
I laugh and eat and watch Scary movie with my crazy amazing Cousin AND my makcik pakcik AND parents AND grandparents AND sister.. Heart them..
"Jangan Tegur" a Malaysia movie.. that is the funniest movie ever.. The tittle tak suit with the story.. Hahahaha.. I can't believe that Linda said that the Story very scary.. but hell no.. Hehehe.
anw i'm bored with my life.. especially June Holiday.. i have no time to spent time with Gurlfriends and Family.. I will be spending my days at AYG and Camps and Camps.. Since this activity is once in my life time.. So i must go.. I want to try something new and i wanna meet new good friends.. I'm friendly (: Very friendly ((:

Ouh my friend,

i'm afraid to fall in love with you again..

i'm afraid of getting hurt..

i'm afraid that i will be crying over this matter..

so stop making me melt..

cause everytime you talk or just one sweet smile, i'm melting...

But sometime, i hate you and i wish we never met before..

Cause you're freaking words hurt me..

but you're cute laughter make me smile again..

But still i hate you (:

So byebye Booo

Labels: You are my fairy-fairy (:

Shidah Yaw

12:31 AM

Friday, May 29, 2009

i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick

This few days, i been having this painful bad headache.. and yesterday, i really can't take it.. I cry and asked my parents to help me.. It's so painful. like someone throw a wood at you.. Gosh.. I cry so badly until mu mum give up on me. it like killing me slowing very slowing but painful..

and today is the last day of school.. and im absent from school.. Damn.. But there's really nothing at school.. Very boring..

So June Holiday is coming.. But to me is all Camp Camp Camp.. I will be attending 2 Camps this June.. Bored.. I just told you that i Hate Camps. Why can't you people understands.. stupid ;P

But maybe i'm not attending the Leadership Facilitation Training.. Looks like boredness to me.. So yupe. Im not going. You people can't force me. Bluek.

im a gurl who hate Camping and stuff like that.. UNDERSTAND (:

ByeBye Booo

Labels: shidah hates CAMP

Shidah Yaw

12:20 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Yesterday, i found out that you're lying to me..
Why must you lie? To get my attention? To get me worried? or to get more stuff?
I'm not that stupid okey.. Now don't dare to talk to me at class or whatever place..
don't bitch with me, okey (:

Anw i would like to go out with my Girlfriends on June holidays.. I wanna go to the beach or any place that we never went out together..
But June we will be busy, going for the what that Mr Chai asked us to go and the OBS camp.. I don't like camp. I just hate mud and high aliments or what so ever stuff you did at camps.. I always hate camping..
i should never raise my hand up and volunteers.. Kakak told me that OBS camp will be hard and scary, hahaha.. Only for me uh.. You wanna know what i thought of OBS camps.. I thought that it will be a luxury camp.. With resort and what ever stuff that a high class resort would have.. But i guess i am wrong.. So stupid.. So shidah will be dying over there..
hahaha.. So should i pack my stuff now? Wait, i think it's to damn fast.. And what should i bring. I think i lose the freaking paper.. Gosh, what should i do..?
never mind, Anis will be there to help me. ((:
hehehe..
and Hahahaha, Today i never when to school.. Cause of my painful headaches and my laziness.
hahaha.. I pass all my subject except for my math. hahaha, if i'm not wrong uh..
And i will do my best for the next test and my Final examination.
Jyeah :D
Byebye Boo

Labels: Shidah will do her best in everything she do..

Shidah Yaw

1:30 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Finally, i knew the truth..

so don't bitch with me

Labels: Sarang Hae

Shidah Yaw

8:46 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

Your piece of Shit!

Where are you boy? Are you gone for good?

I hope you're okey, living your wonderful life once again..

Remember, i always be there for you, Asshole (:

hahaha, today no angklung so i when back home when i had finish eating my Yummy Chicken..

i did some brave things today, so i'm proud of myself. Yeah :D

and today, my first time doing it.. i just ate only two piece o yummy Chicken and No other foods. Just plain chicken.. so i don't know its a good thing or a bad one...

but I just heart CHICKEN so much lah shayang..

and syukuri stop being a pain in my butt, okey friend..

Gosh, i just hate when i'm doing my work and then YOU, Syukuri disturb me and looking at my damn work.... So kepo.

and i scream almost 3 times cause i got scare by people and get shock with people around me..

see, ghost movie and story really make me scare until my life get affected.. hahahaha ((:

so byebye boo ..

*Update soon*

Shidah Yaw

5:38 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Currently, watching Boys over Flowers again..
Cause my sis haven't finish watching disc 2..
So before i can watch disc 3 i must accompany her to watch disc 2 AGAIN...
So yesterday, Sis brought many Dresses and clothing..
BUT me only one black & grey legging from Cotton On.
that so not fair..
i wanna brought this Sunglasses also from Cotton On but Ibu don't let me buy..
so sad right..
i seriously felt like crying and begging for it but later what will people think, i am? a crazy lady??
gosh.

It's okey, i can buy it with my own Money that i save it..
Linda Figthing !!
i know you can do it..
and tomorrow, wish he came to school (:
i really wanna give The chocolate to him..
:D
ByeBye Booo

Labels: ♥In the Lala Land

Shidah Yaw

5:57 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

I'm so stupid..

I should give it to you went you are sitting alone..

So monday morning, i will give it to you..

No worries ((:

Shidah Yaw

4:58 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Ayah, i want this phone.. T707...

Quite nice right..

it have Blue Black and Pink

I like pink the most...

So please ayah.. ((:

i be a good girl...

Shidah Yaw

6:20 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

i know i'm weak but that does not mean..

you people can bring me down..

cause i know i'm stronger in other ways

and i'm going up up and up!!

( if no meaning, sorry )

Eating my tasteless biscuits really make my stomach full...
I really like eating that tasteless biscuits that my ayah brought for him not me..
i think when he came back home from work, he will be freaking shock cause the biscuits magically disappears.
of coarse i will tell him that i ate it all (:
can you see that i am a good daughter..

Anis, tomorrow bring Boys over Flower punyer Cds kae..
I really want to see..
and i think i just fall in love with Kim Bum(?)
and that curly hair guy, i dunno his real name..
So cute and hot but T.O.P still the best yaw :D
hahaaahaaaha

*Note to self *

I must not be too confident.
Never give up.
Do my best in everything.
Life always have a meaning when it comes to the end.. (?)
Don't say negative things to myself.
Love myself for who i am . (:

I have 6 notes for myself.
and i must remember it all..
Shidah going to change for the best and not for the worst, okey...
Number 4 i don't think there's a meaning.. Yupe, sure no meaning..
And i just heart number 6 Cause it will be easy to LOVE myself..
"Smiling very very big"
Byebye Booo :D

Labels: I just have to remember..

Shidah Yaw

2:04 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I really need a new hp..

My old damn hp is going to die soon..

So ayah, please...

buy for that HANDPHONE ((:

I'm so tried of pretending that i don't care anymore..
i'm going to tell the world that im still living and don't dare to make me angry over somethings..
cause this time i will not ignore it anymore.
Shidah will take action.
don't make me turn into an horrible lion..
argh, i just hate lion..
Lion are so ugly and they eat people
yupe, i'm being childish but i just hate lion and
the only animal i heart is a Dog even if i can't tought it but they're one cute animal..
and look at it's eyes.. Puppy dog eyes (:
Byebye Booo *_*

and remember, i'm changing so you better be thankfull..

Labels: I just love being me, Siti Noorashidah..

Shidah Yaw

5:54 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I'm caught up in you.

I'm facing the truth.

What else can I do, With all these emotions, Cause I'm,

I'm falling deeper in every way.

I can't sleep at night, Cause nothing feels right.

I can't deny,

That how when your near me, my love,

Grows stronger every day.

Caught up in you.

I just heart my Pink Paris Dairy.. I can't wait to print all my photo and paste it in my dairy..
I just watched Lost In Love which is the continue of Eiffel I'm in Love..
Meaning that Eiffel i'm in Love has a part 2..
just heart that movie.. (:
and then i watched Ku Tunggu Jandahmu(?)
very funny movie..
so there's lots more Indonesia's Movie that i will be watching during my free time..
so anis i can return your Indonesia's movie when i watch all of it.. Can right??
then you can also return my English's movie when you watch all of it but Another Cinderella Story & The Clique, you must return it on Monday cause that not mine DVDs

Labels: Siti Noorashidah Bte MNH

Shidah Yaw

8:20 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

I tried but I can't fake it

I see you calling but I know I can't take it

After covering all those bases

Been here before you should know

You can't have it all...

i really have fun just now with Anis & Farna..

my stomach is damn full with the foods we cook..

So next will be Anis's crib but dunno when and then can play with her Cats..

Labels: Sometimes i wonder why?

Shidah Yaw

10:52 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I love laughing with her.. She's is one of my best friends.. Suhailah is her name.. We called her Sue.. Those picture shown that we seriously have fun taking geeky & silly pictures at my house... Hahahaha, thank ehk sue for that day and sorry if i did anything or say anything that make you hate me.. and please stop making up storys kae..

And Finally, there's no more exam.. So now i can have fun.. Jyeah (:

so tomorrow, My adorable Friends will be coming over to my House and we will be watching Scary movie and also funny plus romantic movie.. and dancing plus taking pretty and silly pictures. hahaha, really can't wait.. We will be going to have lots of fun..

So make sure you girls are coming

or else i be pretty disappointed lah..

Shidah Yaw

6:25 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

You just don't get it right?

the reason that i always behave different when I'm with you..

the reason why i always smile at your silly mistake..

Shidah Yaw

12:06 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Good afternoon (:
Im just here to spread the loveeeeee.

I think i lost My library book

i don't remember where i putted it last Saturday..

It's must be somewhere in my house or in my room

cause books never gone missing by itself..

but what if something hide it,

no no no, i sure i miss place it..

I been having this headache since yesterday..
Its been bothering me and i have no energy..
i'm been lazy to clean my room(since when did i started cleaning my room), wash the dishes(i though ibu did that everyday).. Oops, i did nothing this few days, but i still have no energy.. i even can't open my eyes big big and i always feel so sleepy..

why ehk??
am i dying???
am i weak????
I think i need to sleep early uh..
so goodbye :D

Labels: Shidah say that she love you very much..

Shidah Yaw

5:03 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Annyeong haseyo (:
Hahaha, having fun laughing at my sec 2 picture?
i look so different. . .

I have many work to do.. Firstly i need practise for my CPA practical, must practise on my excel skill and mircosoft word skill.. but i'm confident that i can do it.. Cause i scored well for my CPA test.. soo yupe i confident..

Next, continue doing the work that Mr lee asked me since Mid Year start from now i'm still doing it.. Agrh, i don't know why mr lee must asked me to that and this.. Firstly the contact tracing then now this Class's chart.. You know that i'm stressing allot..

But i think i know why he choose me to do that cause i'm responsible and creative and yah, i love helping people but not now..

I need to focus on myself. Meaning that i need to take extra care for my body and face.. Because of this Class's chart my face started to grow more pimples.. i just hate pimples. But its okey, i still have Pimple cream which is one of my bestfriends... Hahahaha ;D

and i need to wash my school shoe and cut(?) my long finger nail.. It's so long until i scratch(?) my right eye.. I still can felt the pain. Aw, i think it bleeding..

I never been a fan of long goodbyes

I'm at the finishline and you're just way too far behind

In the morning, I got in the fight with myself

I got the bruises to prove it

Then I swallowed your words and spit them right back out

Shidah Yaw

8:56 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

How could I believe anything you've ever said

I'm on the bottom of your shoes a little piece

I never wanna hear you sing you sound just like a little kid

something just aint feelin right and I think I'm losing track of time

But you're far away and out of sight

so I can't see straight, I'm goin blind

Nothing's gonna change this time.Nothing's gonna change my mind.

Labels: Nobody nobody like you

Shidah Yaw

12:24 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

Long walks in the dark

Through woods grown behind the park

I asked God who I'm supposed to be

The stars smiled down at me

God answered in silent reverie

I said a prayer and fell asleep

Kak thasha get well soon kae.. Don’t think of so many stuff, threw them aside and i know you are strong.. One day, i will visit you kae, if you are still at the hospital lah.. So get well soon..
Sarang hae (:

Everyday i saw you standing outside your classroom, looking so blur looking so clueless.. i hope i know what you're thinking about but its impossible to hear what people are thinking.. and one day i saw you with your Friends, talking and laughing at each other and I know this would sound so weird and fake but suddenly everything stop and i could only saw you and people around you were gone.. its like magic but i know its not, its just my brain only wants to focus on you, Only you.. Is this called love or just my brain stops working...

Labels: I'd like to see you but I'm afraid

Shidah Yaw

7:27 PM

Itu dier.. Anisah (:

Dreaming about the day when you wake up And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you been here all along so why can't you see, You belong to me.

Im lonely now.. No one to talk to or to eat with..

YouTube save my day.. I'm finding the movie "Boy over flowers" but some no English sub.. and then lazy of finding that drama so i just watch some funny video people post it in here..

argh, im still bored.. So that's why im blogging..

Yesterday EBS paper was quite easy and i think i can do it..

"Ayah, i want a new hp, my hp suck already. Please ayah! i be a good girl and always listen to ibu.. I promise (:" i really need a new hp.. I want the latest and the most expansive hp ever.. hehe ..

I love drawing cartoon people " mean that it is people but it does not look real, only the hair look real.."

then got one of my drawing looks like a china doll.. Really.. especially the hair..

Argh, i hate doing this contact tracing.. Why must mr lee choose me.. i just hate wasting my pp8 massaging classmate to remind them that on 12 May, we will be taking the god damn temperature.. Irritating bastard.. Can you see that i'm busy...

why can't teacher mgs themselve.. You know student are very busy studying and doing there stuff.. urgh...

Ibu asked me to clean the house.. Lazy but then i told her if you want me to clean the house you must give me money.. Then she agree.. So at 2.00 i will be a part time maid.. hahaha

so i'm going to end here.. and now i'm going to take a bath.. a very long bath.. No one can stop me doing that..

goodbye, Anneyeonghikyesayo (:

Shidah Yaw

12:38 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

i'm move on And i'm change
So i m just so sorry to disturb your freaking life..

Shidah Yaw

5:45 PM

At last Mathematics's paper finally over. Yeah yeah!! and math's paper 2 is quite okey, and i think i can pass with only red flying colours.. ahaha, lame right...
And today went to Jurong Point to search for New Notebook but damn shit, i forget to bring my money.. Idoit right.. So Anis & Me just look at that cute notebook. I felt so poor.. Then saw many many of hot shades.. Cool, i wanna buy that.. and it only cost $15.90. Quite cheep. And that amount of money easy to get, i could just ask my parents or just use my beautiful money....
and then we headed to the Library to read book or magazine & study for EBS..
I love EBS but i fail and get U for that subject.. Horrible right..
i saw many familiar faces from JurongVille & i think i just saw some old friends.. But do they remember me?? Hope yesh ehk.. But if not, disappointed. hahaha.. (:
And then got this boy, one of my old friends.. i think he knew me.. But shit he never smile.. Hahaha, terkejut pe yg tu aku.. anw ingat this post tk? "I hate this girl name siti Shidah"
:D
I miss this guy in my class. I always remember that happy days when we are in sec two, when you just join my class when you're not an asshole.. Hahahaha, great memories that i think it's time for me to throw all of it away, far far away from here.. Cause i think he never ever going to start talking to me back.. Stupid, i wish that day never happened.. and we still remain friends..if only i have the guts to talk to you and say that im sorry for acting like a bitch and can we be friends again.. I just miss talking to you , laughing at your silly voice and miss scolding you.. So shidah, stop dreaming and have a life. You can't forever dream about it, cause it will never going to happen.. and shidah you're strong and not weak so stop crying for that asshole..

i finally stop breathing just to get hold of you(got meaning?)

Shidah Yaw

4:30 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Mathematics's Paper 1 was very damn hard. I did my very best But still i have no confident about my final answer..
Aw, i hope i pass, if i fail. nonono, waisted uh..
study until midnight and buying assessment book, that will be a waist.. hahahabut nevermind, i know i try my very best.
and Just now Anis,Su,Linda&Farhana were at my Beautiful house.. Studying taw not playing or what so ever..
But of course lah, we surf the net for a while, watch tv and aslo talk-talk about stuff.. Not people... You think what we have not life to talk about you people.. hahaha
hahahahahaha Linda bring her laptop.. And luckily Kakak never bring Our laptop to school, so we decided to Take photo at my laptop since her laptop web-cam very dark... So i will be uploading our photos kae...

Do your best for Your Mid-Year-Examination yaw..

wee~

Shidah Yaw

7:00 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Currently Downloading Korean & English songs.
yahoo!!
i'm so happy cause i will be hearing my favorites song at my phone.
Today is the last day i'm using the computer, No more surfing the net SHIDAH
luckily i have the songs that i just download to transfer at my mp3 which now that freaking device is dead and in my phone..
and now still waiting for all the songs to finish downloading.
Is going to take a while but its okey.. i can wait for a while.
and later at 9.30, my favorite Taiwan drama "TOGETHER" going to start..
Wee, i can't wait..
18 more songs to go..
Hurry hurry up please.. i really can't wait much more longer..
So i be back when mid year examination are over..
wish me well. Hope i can do my best..

Lost of love..

Shidah Yaw

9:10 PM