Yeah, i been busy thinking and learning from my mistake..

Should i be friendly to people who just don't want to be nice to me?
I think i should and Shidah please grow up.
and be one nice Women/Teenager..

Exams are coming and i'm still not confident
and i'm still week in my Maths and Science..
Relax, i can do it..


yeah yeah, I'm saving money!! Now in my wallet i have $32 and 60 cents..
Many right.
i know..
and when it reach $50 plus if can $100.
then i will spent..
i'm going to buy lot lots of clothes and dresses and pants and skirt..
i know
i love to shop and spent money..
but money does not fall from a tree right.
so i'm going to work at my house.
doing housework and ask mum and dad for some money..
and save it and spent it.
woohooo



and today after school..
farrah meet her boyfriend, Fitri (:
last long taw shayangku..
then His bro, Sani pun follows..
they all wanna go to NUH cause farrah's grandmother was admitted at the hospital and also the boys auntie, i think so uh..
We slack for a while uh with them..
hahaa, i talk allot cause i was very mad at someone..
farrah was mad too.
then after slack with them me & friends need to go back to school cause have CCa..
So like normally carry our school bag uh.. but i don't why. i just can't carry my Adidas's Sling bag..
i think my arm are going to drop if i carry it again..
cause it was damn heavy.i do carry lots of unimportance stuff in it.
then i complain uh..
Suddenly Sani, my hero for today..
he told me that he wanna carry it for me since i can't carry it by myself..
so ape lagi uh..
i said "YESH"
i arm was so relieve but only for a while cause Sani needs to walk at a different pathway.. damn shit.
so I carry it with my pain arm. and walk unsteadily at the street macam orang giler..
hahahahaha

Ouh, i forgot something.

one phrase for you ehk bustard(his nickname)..
"Please change and have a good life"
whats the point of going to school but never study uh...
what are you doing at here when i always saw you just sleep

and using your phone and miss classes.
urgh..
i just damn freaking irritated with it..
i know i'm nobody to you but just remember that i'm your friend
and i care about you..
so enough and study, exams are coming..

Shidah Yaw 7:08 PM