
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Today SYF...
and i think we did well
but sadly we still got bronze(Maybe)
So sad right
We practice very hard and we though we will get Sliver but sadly Bronze.. and i know I'm repeating that word "bronze bronze bronze bronze"
AND i just dream that you still want to talk to me and you're my friend..
but sadly we stop talking when i start becoming like a bitch to you and you're not even my friend...
I started to cry when i woke up..
and i kept remember that freaking wonderfully day which is last year
when i always count on you to make me laugh and even smiling non-stop.
But to bad it's just ended..
i hate losing a friend and you're one amazing great guy friend...
and i always believe in you..
mid-year exams are coming... And i just starting to be worry .. Wow, i need to focus..
This is the thing that i should not be doing..
no more having fun
no more asking Farhana to put my books in her bag
no more copying
no more day dreaming in class
no more listening to hasmir's storys
no more staring at the whiteboard
and lastly
no more playing with my laptop..
and this is the thing that i must do.
i must sleep early
i must study at home
i must do homework
i must listen to my mother's advise
i must believe in myself
i must pay attention in class
and lastly
i must go back home straight
:D
i have a crush on this Chinese guy..
and
Chinese guy turn me on
haha..
Shidah Yaw
6:20 PM