Shidah Yaw 8:52 PM

Mr Bohari told me that the thief admit that he stole my precious money and the other as well..

stupid boy..

i will never thrust u anymore and don't dare to show that ugly face of Ur's..

and why must You genius people look down on us uh..

why not happy that we laugh loudly ehk?

We life our live so you life yours okay..

i have no problem with you people, so please don't test me..

*smiling*

Shidah Yaw 6:07 PM

Damn shit!!

i lost $19..

Who ever the person is i would like to say something to you..

Are you very poor until you need to stole my money which i want to save it and spent it. Uh, what your mother never give you money ehk, so sad. So you must be very poor.. and hello you can have the guts to stole farrah, Farhana & also suhaila's money some more..

You must be very happy to stole your own classmate money uh

it must be that guy who once stolen farrah's hp..

once a thief always a thief.. right farrah..

No heart person...

If you really need money, try asking from your big brother lah.

wait, i think your big brother also don't have money.. hahaha...

cause if you're poor your family also poor..

then work lah.. Oops, you can't cause no one wants you cause you're to stupid and lazy..

i know, i being very rude.. and i should watch my mouth but too bad.

i'm just angry and piss out with this thief.

Shidah Yaw 3:54 PM

How hard is saving money uh..??

i just spent $10.

and later i will be spending $29.90 on this Cap..

and later inside my furry wallet left only how many cents,

shit!!

i really need to stop spending money on shade and caps.

and keep saving so you can buy many stuff later...

Shidah Yaw 5:23 PM

no more having fun

no more asking Farhana to put my books in her bag

no more copying

no more day dreaming in class

no more listening to hasmir's storys

no more staring at the whiteboard

and lastly

no more playing with my laptop..

i must sleep early

i must study at home

i must do homework

i must listen to my mother's advise

i must believe in myself

i must pay attention in class

and lastly

i must go back home straight

:D

Shidah Yaw 6:20 PM

I'm stress out
YAW Bunny..

Shidah Yaw 8:43 PM

I promise i be good to you, I promise

A song by Ally Heman

i really love her songs..

click here if you wanna hear her songs..

Shidah Yaw 7:54 PM

Shidah Yaw 6:32 PM

Sorry Durah..
Nazrul said that he wanna give you your guitar tomorrow..
So since he is your classmate, i just give him..
i know you asked me to bring tomorrow but he really like forcing me to give him..
i know suck right..
and now i'm just scare of durrah scolding me and screaming his voice out just because i give his guitar to his friend, Nazrul..
But i'm just so sorry and i felt bad about it..

And people, i didn't not save my money.. I spent it on yummy foods and drinks..
idiot.
So maybe i would not have $50 dollars in my wallet by this Saturday or even next Saturday..
i can save my damn precious money..
and then i can spent on many adorable stuff like..

Shidah Yaw 6:37 PM

Yeah, i been busy thinking and learning from my mistake..

Should i be friendly to people who just don't want to be nice to me?
I think i should and Shidah please grow up.
and be one nice Women/Teenager..

Exams are coming and i'm still not confident
and i'm still week in my Maths and Science..
Relax, i can do it..


yeah yeah, I'm saving money!! Now in my wallet i have $32 and 60 cents..
Many right.
i know..
and when it reach $50 plus if can $100.
then i will spent..
i'm going to buy lot lots of clothes and dresses and pants and skirt..
i know
i love to shop and spent money..
but money does not fall from a tree right.
so i'm going to work at my house.
doing housework and ask mum and dad for some money..
and save it and spent it.
woohooo



and today after school..
farrah meet her boyfriend, Fitri (:
last long taw shayangku..
then His bro, Sani pun follows..
they all wanna go to NUH cause farrah's grandmother was admitted at the hospital and also the boys auntie, i think so uh..
We slack for a while uh with them..
hahaa, i talk allot cause i was very mad at someone..
farrah was mad too.
then after slack with them me & friends need to go back to school cause have CCa..
So like normally carry our school bag uh.. but i don't why. i just can't carry my Adidas's Sling bag..
i think my arm are going to drop if i carry it again..
cause it was damn heavy.i do carry lots of unimportance stuff in it.
then i complain uh..
Suddenly Sani, my hero for today..
he told me that he wanna carry it for me since i can't carry it by myself..
so ape lagi uh..
i said "YESH"
i arm was so relieve but only for a while cause Sani needs to walk at a different pathway.. damn shit.
so I carry it with my pain arm. and walk unsteadily at the street macam orang giler..
hahahahaha

Ouh, i forgot something.

one phrase for you ehk bustard(his nickname)..
"Please change and have a good life"
whats the point of going to school but never study uh...
what are you doing at here when i always saw you just sleep

and using your phone and miss classes.
urgh..
i just damn freaking irritated with it..
i know i'm nobody to you but just remember that i'm your friend
and i care about you..
so enough and study, exams are coming..

Shidah Yaw 7:08 PM

Shidah Yaw 8:53 PM

Argh, i think I'm sick..

my nose is really-really killing me..

and i can't talk or study cause it's really making me frustrated with it..

yeah, i study at 2.30 until 5.00.. And now i currently free and playing my old freaking computer..

i can't use the laptop cause my sister is playing it.. Damn it right..

But computers and laptops are the same thing what..

at lease i can surf the net

;D

and tomorrow i going to work at Juriah's brother wedding.. And Julinda maybe suhailah and anisah is not going..

and it will be damn freaking boring..

but it's okey. i will have fun working..

my mind keep driving me nuts
when i keep thinking of you
you're cute
and hopefully nice
and of course damn smart
ever since that day
i can't kept my mind of your face..

Shidah Yaw 7:41 PM

i really-really miss alot of stuff yesterday..

Shidah Yaw 5:58 PM

Do i believe in miracle??

Maybe ;D

Lao shi wo ke yi shang ce sua ma (?)

Teacher may i go to the toilet?

Shidah Yaw 1:56 PM

Shidah Yaw 10:22 AM

Yeah Yeah, i'm done with my math's homework.. I feel good. cause it's the second time i do my homework at home.. I always do it at school..

and p.s i never copy and i learn from my mistake..

anw i freaking mad at my Earpiece.. It's spoilt.. One side can hear and the other side cannot. Why must this happen again.. I just brought them and it's pink in colour...

wait, i think it's okey already.. I think i don't need to buy a new one..

And yesh, tomorrow is Monday.. And Monday i usually have fun.. You better come to school ehk boy.. Make sure or else i will hurt you and kill you slowly.. hahaha, fake.. You think im so free and i never dare to hurt anyone or people who hurt me before.. hahaha.. I will try to control my anger and Jealously.. And it's make me a better person.. I know sound so fake but this is me..

And i'm currently hearing some lame freaking song.. I can't beleive i still hear this kind of music.. But it's sound so nice and when you hear it, your mind wil be like "what the Hell".. See..

and tomorrow, CCa!! urgh.. boring.. And Tuesday we will be performing at the hall during Upper sec asembly.. Ouh My.. I'm going to freak out and i will be looking at people's eyes.. And i surely think people will talk bad about us.. and that will be freaking rude.. You people must not talk bad things Okay..

i know, too dramatic

-ttfn

Shidah Yaw 5:03 PM

wo jian hong se de shou biao.(?)

Shidah Yaw 2:46 PM

Wednesday
i played Frisbee for P.E.. and you know what i like it.. I'm so active.. Me, Eddy, Asrul & Zhi Chang was in group A.. And i was the only girl in it.. I'm so shy to run and play with them.. and they are boys.. So i plan, lets the boys played and i just relax. run and do nothing but suddenly they played it so semagat so i look pity on them.. they wanna win. so ape lagi.. Join uh.. I play cute and fast and catch the Frisbee. I'm the catcher.. and one good catcher.. Asrul throw the Frisbee so high, he expect me to catch it.. Hello! i'm a girl. A girl who hate mud and sport.. you think what i am dog.. NO NO NO.. haiyoo. but i at lease try to catch it but miss it.. Boo hoo hoo.. And seriously i had fun with my beloved classmate especially azhar.. He made me laugh.. He trip when he try to aviod me from catching it.. hahaha, funny... and i also got push and bit him.. Sorry ehk.. I'm mad at you.. haha, jkjk..

Thursday
Whats wrong with me when tie my hair like that.. i like it.. maybe you should try doing different hair-doo.. Be unqie ehk babe.. I had fun again during CPA.. Talking with hafiz was so like talking with someone who totally understand you and sometime don't understand you.. hahaha.. he just one cute boy, i mean MAN.. Even though you made me mad, i will always know you are joking.. cause i'm your good friend and you my good guy-friend.. .. right hafiz ku. hahaha.. cepat-cepat cari mataer ehk fiz.. Saw that guy drinking his bottle water at recess time.. hahaha. muke lain.. seriously your face look diffent the hair looks dry but still cute.. are you looking at me? i hope not.. i don't want to put high hope on you again.. i still remember when i saw you looking at Aida, i just hate her. and yesterday i felt bad for it and then i told her everything.. She said does not mean he look, he like her.. boleh pe jadi.. But aida don't like him.. So that's good. Make sure you don't like him kae girl.. My eyes are looking at you every time he walk pass us.. *Breathe in & breathe out*
Enough Shidah..

Friday
I'm easily get frustrated and irritated with you.. And today i hate you.. how could you said anyhow about me.. does not mean i didn't said hi or hello does not mean hey i hate you, get away from me.. no right. you my friend pe. you should said shidah aku kat sini or hie shidah even if i did not see you.. That now i was busy with my own stuff can you see.. Urgh.. If you are my friend, you would understand me or at lease don't talk bad things about me.. but you did it and i hate it.. It's okey.. i had other friends to cool me down and happy thoughts.. and wee i pass my Science's test.. i got 13/20.. i know it's bad but who care.. i pass!! Recess was boring.. And hafiz stop it with the"Man Man" lah.. Hahahaha.. And EBS time.. We go to the CPA LAB.. Then i really want to go to the toilet very urgent.Then Rickson kept asking irritating question.. hahaa, i scold him cause i cannot concentrated and tak boleh tahan lah kan.. (: So i asked mr lim(?) that i realy wanna go to the toilet but he said cannot, shit kan.. later i let it out over her baru tahu.. He even asked me to brathe in & out.. And it can't work... stupid.. So whatever lah..
and WEE, i'm so proud at my school soccer's team.. They won and Hong Kah lose.. I'm so sad, cause i think no one can bet Hong Kah's soccer's team but i'm wrong.. So jyeah jyeah.. I'm proud.. and for the School's Concert band, GOOD LUCK ehk for your SYF.. Hope you all got what you wanted..
and i can't wait to Shop and spent my money.. Yeah, i just got $50 from my mum.. And the following friday, i got to spent it.. wee.. i really want that dress and skirt and pants and clothes..

Shidah Yaw 5:46 PM