Sunday, March 15, 2009

Sorry If I grab your sentences but is this for me.. I like to said something.. You might not be straight-forward, meaning what? I quite don’t understand.. I’m different now? Like how? Please describe it properly to me. Cause I like to know, beloved friend.. Yah, I did said I want to grow up & think big.. so what am I doing now, thinking small ehk? And I think im growing but but I still wanna keep the childish side of me cause I’m still young and I love being a kid and there’s always a kid in you too okay.. and about that guy, who told you uh, I know it must be our kind friend, (I don’t want to put her name) yah, it’s a gurl.. if not for that gurl, would you know all of this. If salah paisey ehk babe.. but it’s okey, cause everyone makes mistake pe.. What if I like him now, but I do not felt comfortable with it because when you saw him you will be look at me with that face.. That kampong face.. hahaha.. Really love that word.. and I know you will be complaining to your friend saying this and that, if you’re not complaining you must a lease talk about me.. and im right about it.. cuase you did talk about me.. Don’t worry gurl, I also did talk about you.. but not that serious uh. Just childish behavior and childish talking.. ((:
I know I like him but It also because of you but hack care ehk gurl.. aku pun tk kesah lah kalau ko nk benci aku psl ni.. but seriously I would like to say I’m trying to stop liking him and move now pe lah, tak caye tu ko yer pasal lah.. Cause ini kau pe, I know what im doing, but maybe I’m not. But whatever back to that subject.. Yah, I did asked for his number but I never said that to him and you think what I dare saying that to him.. noo I would not to that.. tu pun kawan kita yg mintak number budak dier.. but aku tk der mintak number dier agie pe cuase i dah lose hope like you lose hope.. (klau tk fhm, tk kesah.) anw can you just kept it low. and u think i have time too mgs mgs bdk tk cukup umur tu and bkn aku suke dier pe.. and why must name aku klaur dulu menatng mentang aku mgs dier, name aku kluar uh.. yah , i did mgs him but that cause of my friend pe.. what kind of friend i am if aku tk tolong sama kawan-kawan aku.. HAIYOO. aku famous uh, nantie.. bagus bagus aku suke.. puihh uh.. but hack care uh.. whatever you going to say about me. go lah.. but i know you have your own life, so live you own freaking good live and i live with mine.. cause that's my buisness okey.. and i like make this to the end.. Reaaly, i hate being bad and i hate talking bad stuff and whatever bad people doo. cause im not that kind of person, i'm a good self-centre(?) kind-hearted and friendly gurl.. and did't mean people asked for your number mean i crazy in love with you... it mean "hello, im friendly. and i would like to know more about you" or "Hello, and nice knowing you" okey people.

cause I’m a shy gurl.. yah, that’s the OLD me, shy and scared fighting for my right.. but you know,now and dulu semua sama, I’m still Siti Noorashidah pe.. But just a little bit different uh.. Yah I must admit I’m different but Im still me.. See, I’m over reacting.. And I hate being so Over, cuase it’s too drama-mama… BUT i still love you kae, shayang.. ttfn-

Shidah Yaw 8:21 PM