Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Well today, i must returned YJ his storybook, i borrowed it, yesterday.. His book was about Teenage Love.. Quite okay and i like it, no i love it.. hahahah, over areadi.. hehe (:
But its turns out that he was adsent from school. I'm really upset and i really wanted him to come.. I like talking to him.. ((: But sometimes when i talk to him, i really don't kwn what to said.. I mean i areadi plan and wanted to talk to him about this topic but suddenly i forgot about it and i become like a stupid ass girl who don't speak properly and he might think that I'm stupid or what.. I don't know what happened to me.. Really i don't know, maybe I'm like that or only i like him?? aah, no it can't be happening.. hehehehe..
Okay okay Shidah stop it okay.. I must not like him cause the only thing that i will get back is getting hurt by him..
So I'm kinda bored but at the CPA lap Hafiz,Salimin(bob),Julinda and also Tim Sum(thin pig) they were very funny and made me forgot and laughing at day long.. hhehehehhhee (::
And recess time, I, aida and suhailah ate Kit Kat, YUMMY !!! than when i look to my right i saw him, okay let me give you guys a clue.. I wrote before his class now let me tell you what his last name.. His last name is "Kai" How beautiful his name.. ___ _____ ___... hahahahah but i kept looking at him.. obvious right.. haha.. never mind (:
I just wanna scream, "hey I'm here!!" Cause he never notice me and maybe he don't know that I'm exists in here.. But i can't be screaming, people will think I'm crazy or nuts..
After school, I'm really hungry cause recess time i ate only kit Kat, so i want to ate somethings that can make me always felt full.. I ate a little bit of rice, red chicken and one slice of egg. i got to walk next to him when i was coming back from buying water same as him, i was like OMG, i can't believe i got to stand and walk together only for a while cause we when separate ways.. heheheh, and i saw linda face when we walk together, me and her was so shock.. "Smiling at myself" ((:
But suddenly, my happiness gone so fast cause i saw him talking to this girl. A secondary 3 girl, who was not that pretty.. i spoke to my friends, that i prettier than her uh.. hehehehahahaha, Must be positive what.. (: They talk like they know each other for a long time and i was so Jealous... Whatever. bluek ;p
Anw let wrote something that was in YJ's storybook, i mean his's sister.
How many times have we heard of such teenage love? Can such love ever be considered genuine? Or is it mere infatuation which is a passing phare in a teenagers life? Yet who can deny the sweet taste of having a smile in returned. The deep stirring within when two people come together. Never do these feelings feel as intense as when one is a teenager.
But not all teenager will share the same experience.
It is during the teenage years that one feels the most. Feeling of love and pain can be pretty intense. Relationships during these time often turbulent and can be positively heart breaking yet many plunge willy nilly into them never bothering to prepare themselve for the pain of break-up.. So when the break-up come, they feel it deeply. Some will take longer time to recover from the pain while other cope with heartache positively.
okay i stop here. anything just tagged me or mgs me okay..
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Shidah Yaw
4:26 PM
Shidah
August 2008
