Saturday, January 31, 2009
my heart is going to popCause it's too much
To be something I'm not
Today,12.55 am,1 Feb
Just come back from Father's side Family Gathering, BBQ..
come on shidah, write something...
Family or Friends?
Boyfriend or Best friends?
Which is the most importance people in the world..??
Family always come first then best friends cause they are the one who will make us feel better and they will always be there when you need someone to talk to and make you laugh so don't forget them next is boyfriend cause wait i haven't know what the reason anyway continue then the last thing Friends..
Soorry people, i really don't know what to talk about so anything will do right.. (:
i have nothing much to blog anymore so,
b y e b y e.
Shidah Yaw
4:20 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
Yesterday(:
We gone for our big performance at Marina Bay, The floating Plat Form..
It's was quite fun but there's one big problem, i felt so annoy by this human being but it's okay, it's only temporary right cause i think you never get it, Understands ...
Bitch please kept on walking and
Ass please find someone new, quickly okay okay. i just can't feel the pressure, You know.. Idiot
Anw, please enjoy the picture.. there's more but i only upload the perfect one..
Incomplete..
Missing me and aida
candid okay.. Take 1 (:
Perfect.. Take 2 (:
Chinese dancer.
3T2 Malay gurls (: ILOVETHEM
Thank (;
So that's it, half of the photos i took yesterday.. and
Sorry i hate some of the picture so i never put them here..
So Today, Friday, 30 Jan 2009
Is the last day of school.
I felt so tried, i really wanna slept when the teacher is teaching cause yesterday i slept at 12 o'clock but i could not slept while i kept thinking about it.. See how stressful i am just because of you.. So i have only four hours of sleep, I think so uh.. but when it comes to recess time and after school, wow, so active, but not that active like always uh. just i do talk a lot..
okay i think i stop here... Next post coming and I'm planning...
ttfn-
Hey boy, where have you been?
Shidah Yaw
9:12 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Like normal, i donno what to post but i gonna post about every things..
Last Saturday
when out with family.. We went to town to buy me and sister dress, pants and clothing. Okey, we do spent alot and have fun.. After that went to Jurong Point to eat at Fig&Olive.. YUMMY and Full.. Anw there's this cino guy, who work over there.. So cute.. I smile at him.. hehehe. And i still remember his name, AlllllEExxxxx....
Last Sunday
Follow family again to Geylang.. Mother wants to shop over there.. Then we all was tried and we finish shopping and looking for mother's stuff.. Kakak decided to jalan-jalan and take photo at terminal 3.. I was like okey why not... So off we went to T3..
We took allot of picture but i malas to upload all or some of it.. Lazy giler ((: We reach home like 11 plus and my feet really killing me.. Painful u know...
(read that sign, ilikehimyouknow,bluek)
Last Monday
I really dunno went is cino new year.. But nevermind lah kan.. Went to ECP.. It was not to sunny (: or to windy but it was just right.. i can said its PERFECT
we took many many picture.. And after then we all were bored so i and my causon near my father side when to the arcade.. We play almost half of the game, and i wasted my money and play some of the horrible game..
I play this game and also PARA-PARA dance.. I was like hahahah, i just wanna tried playing that para-para thingy.. So i try. It's was very fun and i also laugh everytime i started moving. ahaha. i don't care people looking at me, OI, i was having fun and maybe you people should tried it okey..
I play other game also.. Vey tried.. Reach home when i taked the shower and off to sleep..
Opening of school (:
Lke normal, gurlfriend was great and they let me laugh like hell.. until i cannot tahan..
ZERO ZERO SEVEN BANG UHH.. 1 CHICKEN _____ FEATHER PECAK.. i was like hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhhhhhhhhhahahaaahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhaha... They really really make me go crazy.... U guys besok maen lagi kae.. and aku bawak camera taw.. we took picture together okey... And wish me luck that tomorrow we all have fun and we enjoy it and he talk to me first... ((;;
ttfn
Shidah Yaw
8:00 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
Hello people ,
once again ,
don't knw what to post .
Today was like normal but only we all go back home early .
anw Recess time was funny.. you know why? Because when i and anis was talking to this mak cik who sells Noodles, there's this guy who was a friend to my admire and he accidentally step on my foot. I was like sial yer jantan.. I shout at him and said my leg.. Then he said sorry twice and of course i must said it's okay.. and i don't know how and why i felt that i like him.. but that impossible uh..
change topic (:
i do talk allot with that guy but suddenly he look different and weak after PDM no i think after talking to me.. Am i the reason that you felt tried.. I hope not.. (;
After school go to Linda's House .
We talk and i play her PSP .
It was gerek .
Then her mum cook noodles, so we ate it..
Yummy!!
and also
Spicy!!
Then Julinda gave me this big one set (i think) of chocolate for my belated birthday.. I love chocolate and anw
THANK LINDA. iLOVEher many many..
Wo ai ni (:
Shidah Yaw
4:26 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Why must you tell me about him.. That you saw him at Jurong Point, You know I'm Jealous..
Damn..
Are you trying to make me jealous about it.. Okay, i'm jealous now.. so are you happy now..
Why must you take everything i want or anything that will make me happy.. Wait, you think you de only person who can make people jealous, soorry.. Tomorrow lets see who will be getting it.. ((:
And it will be you, darlink..
And i found two or maybe more picture of him in your hp.. So that really make me feel like smacking your face..
Okay..
anw that now i took alot of picture of myself, i know i'm vain.. But i like taking picture. "Daddy, i want a new camera" Please and thank you..
Shidah Yaw
5:46 PM
Well today, i must returned YJ his storybook, i borrowed it, yesterday.. His book was about Teenage Love.. Quite okay and i like it, no i love it.. hahahah, over areadi.. hehe (:
But its turns out that he was adsent from school. I'm really upset and i really wanted him to come.. I like talking to him.. ((: But sometimes when i talk to him, i really don't kwn what to said.. I mean i areadi plan and wanted to talk to him about this topic but suddenly i forgot about it and i become like a stupid ass girl who don't speak properly and he might think that I'm stupid or what.. I don't know what happened to me.. Really i don't know, maybe I'm like that or only i like him?? aah, no it can't be happening.. hehehehe..
Okay okay Shidah stop it okay.. I must not like him cause the only thing that i will get back is getting hurt by him..
So I'm kinda bored but at the CPA lap Hafiz,Salimin(bob),Julinda and also Tim Sum(thin pig) they were very funny and made me forgot and laughing at day long.. hhehehehhhee (::
And recess time, I, aida and suhailah ate Kit Kat, YUMMY !!! than when i look to my right i saw him, okay let me give you guys a clue.. I wrote before his class now let me tell you what his last name.. His last name is "Kai" How beautiful his name.. ___ _____ ___... hahahahah but i kept looking at him.. obvious right.. haha.. never mind (:
I just wanna scream, "hey I'm here!!" Cause he never notice me and maybe he don't know that I'm exists in here.. But i can't be screaming, people will think I'm crazy or nuts..
After school, I'm really hungry cause recess time i ate only kit Kat, so i want to ate somethings that can make me always felt full.. I ate a little bit of rice, red chicken and one slice of egg. i got to walk next to him when i was coming back from buying water same as him, i was like OMG, i can't believe i got to stand and walk together only for a while cause we when separate ways.. heheheh, and i saw linda face when we walk together, me and her was so shock.. "Smiling at myself" ((:
But suddenly, my happiness gone so fast cause i saw him talking to this girl. A secondary 3 girl, who was not that pretty.. i spoke to my friends, that i prettier than her uh.. hehehehahahaha, Must be positive what.. (: They talk like they know each other for a long time and i was so Jealous... Whatever. bluek ;p
Anw let wrote something that was in YJ's storybook, i mean his's sister.
How many times have we heard of such teenage love? Can such love ever be considered genuine? Or is it mere infatuation which is a passing phare in a teenagers life? Yet who can deny the sweet taste of having a smile in returned. The deep stirring within when two people come together. Never do these feelings feel as intense as when one is a teenager.
But not all teenager will share the same experience.
It is during the teenage years that one feels the most. Feeling of love and pain can be pretty intense. Relationships during these time often turbulent and can be positively heart breaking yet many plunge willy nilly into them never bothering to prepare themselve for the pain of break-up.. So when the break-up come, they feel it deeply. Some will take longer time to recover from the pain while other cope with heartache positively.
okay i stop here. anything just tagged me or mgs me okay..
-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
4:26 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
well today was a great day for me..
Starting of school, he areadi disturb me.. Then when i was talking to Miss Priya, He smile at me.. haha, cute (:
Then after recess, Math lesson, farrah suddenly cry because of this stupid guy made she and her boyfriend fight.. then i sat at his place and kinda pretending to pujuk farrah but also trying to stop her for crying.. hehe, then i sat at his place then he asked me to let him my dairy.. i was like, omg, inside it i got write his name.. then i tore some of the pages.. i lent him, and so i look at his bagpack, i wanna check what he bring cause his bag was very light. i open his bag,Wait he laught at me cause he saw a picture of me inside my dairy. hahaha, very paisey sey.. Continue, i only saw this book that got his photo, very funny cause his hair like what sia, not that handsome, perfer now the before and then his face like people from NS.. hahahahahahaha..
and also this story book, tittle Teenage Love.. I tought that it would be funny if a hot guy reading this kind of book but i found it sweet if a hot guy reading it..HAhaha, i call you hot guy, You should be proud... I dicided to read it for myself.. How great is the book, i like it so i read it and asked to let me read of a while but he wanted to go home so he let me borrow it.. Aww, i suddenly, don't noe how, i felt that i like him but that impossible to like him again.. okey whatever shidah..
I hate it if i wanted to read it, then she suddenly kepo, she saed ehk i also want to see, then she saed best jgk ehk cite ni... KEPO.. klau terase sorry.. hehehe..
And anw he know who i like.. so he would not be thinking that i like him.. "sign" .. I think i should tell him i like him before.. maybe he would be okey with it, and act normal about it. but for this time being, i better not cause i don't want to be enemry with him..
-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
8:56 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Today just came back home from Malaysia.. Very tried. Today i post very short one cause im so fucking tired so im gg to sleep now i think.... and tomorrow gg be a new day.. wee ~
So good nite readers and god nite my friends
*Kiss-kiss* *kiss-kiss* *kiss-kiss* *kiss-kiss*
-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
10:01 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
CCA open house really boring, i think next year no new angklung member.. All masok Malay dance maeb uh.. But it's okey Cause the Malay dancer only a lit bit people...
All this days i been thinking of you, your sweet face and your cute smile and hahaha.. Okay shidah stop it... I just want to say when will you notice me.. I know we barely talk or see each other. We only look and walk away.. So i think it's hard for you to notice me.. But if you notice me, would you be mine or we just going to be friend or nothing just normal stranger... i think just being friends is more okey then nothing.. So i hope Monday i could see and i try smiling to you.. okey LLK..
why must you be so special to me cause i can't stop thinking of you... ((:
-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
2:46 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
Ni hao.
Didn't see him today and today, finally i talk to YJ.. I asked him that he taking PDM or WEB? So guess what? he take PDM same as me.. And me and anisah is the only girl who takes PDM, the rest of the girls take WEB. Is WEB that's interesting or PDM is hard for girl. But never mind ((:
Eddy was not feeling well today, he was absent from school yesterday so he didn't talk that much today.. anw tomorrow is CCA Open house, i will be there tomorrow and also performing.. I'll will be playing my instrument, The Angklung.. Hahaha.. That's my CCA... And tomorrow maeb YJ is coming, cause that now he was helping the teacher to what for tomorrow, i not quite sure.. but hopefully he came.. i want to tell him something important.. And hopefully there's no one who going to interrupt me when im gonna tell he something.. Wish me luck okay.. ((:
Shidah Yaw
4:42 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
That my class, full of people, and some are unmature and some are mature.... People who still complain, throw rubbish anywhere and also people who can't understand simple english like kept quite, do your word and so on.. And today i just realise it, how unperfect this people are, and i just realise how unperfect i am... So yah short post cause nothing great happen today, kinda bored at school..
-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
7:04 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Reach at school bas stop as Anis,Su and Farhana was waiting for me.. So we go to school together.. Since i already ate my break first so i just sit at the canteen bench and day dreaming, i mean morning dreaming (:
Suddenly, i heard anis screaming, "Shidah, Budak 4A".. I look at her and i saw him and anis was so near with him when she say that he was coming.. I was like, OH MY GOD!! did he heard it..
Today we learned Chinese.. I really want to memories faster so that i can speak Chinese but the teacher didn't reply allot my question.. i was like what is red in Chinese? and she didn't answer..
Recess time (:
Didn't ate cause i wanted to lose 10 kg.. hehe.. Harap-harap leh kurus ehk.. Then saw him,aww he look so cute.. okay stop it.. I try smiling to him.. and yeah, i do smile at him at a very far distance.. I not sure he saw it but at lease i try, right? hahaha.. but i hope he saw that i trying to smile at him.. We can just be friends, that will be fine and also great cause it's better then nothing..
Basic Mother Tongue (:
I hate syukuri, he so irritating.. and i just wanted to slap his face when he said that im fat and something more, i could not remember, yah i know i fat but please i have feeling okay and i trying to lose as many weight.. anw i change already okay, i not going to give chance or whatever i did last year, so if i warn you to stop it, and i mean it. so better stop it okay... i hate when i get frustrated and mad, it ugly... very ugly. (: But eddy, asrul and azhar, hahaha.. They were very funny at mother tongue class and we do talk allot.... anw today eddy was nice to me but not the very first time but countless time.. i don't know why but he was okay than before..
So i will be writing more tomorrow about people and other stuff or maeb something great or something bad..
-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
4:39 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Why am i so stupid ? I'm making a fool of myself by making it so obvious.. Now I'm regret walking over there or standing near his view.....
Stupid,stupid,stupid me !!!!
i think after this stupid reaction, he wouldn't like me or want to know me or anything... He will think that I'm weird or odd.. I'm trying my best but now it's spoilt.. damn.. but does he know about it ?? but what if he knows ?? How will he react??but a friend said to me that he will treat you like as if you're a stranger, besides, he's not going to be like what he is know... Wait... I'm a stranger to him cause he don't even know me... and i only saw him before and after school and also during recess time and that only for a short minute.. and we didn't talk at all or look at each other before.. So now what should i do?? i think i stop here.. continue tomorrow okay (: Anw Khalid get well soon and see you on March, right?? and i promise myself to talk to you when you get back to sch or if I'm to shy i try smiling... and i hope you forgot about it okay, small friend ((: miss you...-ttfn-
Shidah Yaw
5:39 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
Hello Beloved People ((:
look what i found in my old photo album...
My childhood memory!!!!
aww, i just miss those days..
Sport Day.. and i saw Zachry (:
My bday.. Wait i saw Khairul, sec 3 express..
If you guys saw this photo, and u saw your face or your friends face or even you know any of this person.. tagged me okey and sorry if i spell some of your name wrongly or forgot your name..
See i'm thin before (:
Do i look like cine-cine or my face look white?
Shidah Yaw
8:33 PM
Shidah
August 2008
